... How do I post things here without whining to the virtual chirping crickets? That is one of the great questions of life, I swear to the great imaginary friend in the sky. Anywayyy.... Proceed with caution: Ranting and whining ahead.
I shouldn't be unhappy or upset for any reason; I have an amazing life and amazing parents. I'm not from a "broken home", and I don't live in a socially repressed community... So why am I so unhappy; unhappy with myself, my home, my emotions, my circle of friends, everything. I don't know why either. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere and I never will. I feel like there is no future for me. I feel... like I'm losing interest in everything.
I don't care about a social life anymore. I feel like I slip further and further away from friends. I feel like the drama is overwhelming, even when it's not my own, and I'm suffocating. New friends may help, but actually making new friends isn't something I'd be able to do.
My grades are slipping. Slowly, they drop to an average range. Maybe it's not much now, but classes I should have A's in, I have B's. I care less and less about school work; I care less and less about going to bed to get up for school. I care less and less about life in general. Sometimes, I just don't want to live it anymore.
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