Well fuck you, too. (RANT AHEAD)

[Heads up, this will be pretty vulgar and angry. This person hurt me, and I just need to vent some is all. Again, sorry. I hope no one gets to offended. It's not meant for you guys anyway.]

Dear A**x******,

Twice. I find you've lied to me at least twice.

First: 'Relationships are too hard for me; I'll just go back to being a whore.'

Second, which I found out from a close friend: 'I'm just not into girls'. 

FUCK YOU TOO. I left someone I'd been with for over a year combined to be dumped after three days and lied to. Great. I hear now you're dating some freshman girl? I see something that's likely proof in her goddamn notes, too. I'm still bitter about this obviously, but maybe I'd still like to be friends if you'd put your big girl panties on and give me the truth. I tried to make you happy and make you smile since we'd met, even before we'd liked one and other. I've tried to be there for you, even when you said something that totally killed my self esteem, and talk you down from hysterical fits. And this is what I get? Awesome.

I wanted to be the great girlfriend/boyfriend you never got to have; be the loving one you said you weren't used to. Guess who never gave me a chance? Guess who didn't respect me enough to even call me to break it off? Fuck you, and the horse you rode in on. I'll be waitin' in hell with a pair of brass knuckles and Satan's pitchfork.

Suck my dick,
God

Day VII: Your Zodiac Sign; Does it fit you?

Imma Sagittarius..., and from what I've heard, it does suit me. Hot-headed, element fire, blah blah. I dun care. I'm too lazy to go look it up. XD

Day VI: Write 30 Interesting Facts About Yourself

Uno) I love studying religion despite hating it so much.

Dos) I LOVE kitties; I squee like a small child when I see them. :D

Tres) I seem like a heartless sort of person, but I'm usually a pretty sympathetic person.

Cuatro) I love learning about different languages and random things that probably don't have much purpose.

Cinco) Russian and Italian: My two favorite languages.

Seis) I hate physics and some subjects of biology, but I want to go into medicine.

Siete) Me gusta la clase de Espanol (Pardon the lack of enye. XD).

Ocho) Writing is something I do often. It helps me release frustration and takes any free time I can't find use for.

Nueve) I was a prick as a small child. Very naive and judgmental. I do everything I can to try and change that.

Diez) I almost have a... phobia.. of driving. I'm constantly paranoid over people driving too close behind or beside me, and I flip out a lot.

Once) I have horrible road rage.

Doce) I swear enough to make a sailor cry.

Trece) I am a major smartass and speak sarcasm fluently.

Catorce) Yes, I'm going to write out all of these numbers in Spanish.

Cince) I put things in my characters that I wish I could/can do, and I put little pieces of me them.

Dieciseis) Music is 70% of my life. There's hardly a time when I'm not listening to it or playing it.

Diecisiete) I get really frustrated when I screw up or make someone mad (ie. at work, school, ect.)

Dieciocho) I pretend not to care about most things or get offended by them, but it's likely that they do hurt or offend me.

Diecinueve) I love the late night/early morning. It's so calm and quiet, and there's no one around to piss me off. x3

Veinte) I love the semi-colon. ;-;

Veintiuno) It pisses me off when people in Spanish still pronounce stupid things wrong despite being in SEMESTER TWO of Spanish I.

Veintidos) Using Roman Numerals in place of numbers makes me feel cool. :D

Veintitres) Emote smileys using letters/numbers/punctuation marks on the keyboard amuse me and make the tone in the text more apparent. ^-^

Veinticuatro) If I'm not using emote smileys, I'm pissed, upset, or being serious.

Veinticinco) Despite being an atheist, I still struggle with the existence of religious entities.

Veintiseis) I love swearing in foreign languages. >:3

Veintisiete) French really pisses me off for some reason. O.o

Veintiocho) I'm lazy and have trouble forcing myself to do tasks I find pointless or dislike.

Veintinueve) I REALLY want to get off of service at work, and want to move on to production.

Trenta) I'm glad this blog post is done. It was a pain in my ass to come up with 30 facts. x.x

Day V: A Time When You Thought About Ending Your Own Life

... Struggling with depression and other lovely things, I've had plenty of these moments. I can't really specify one time, nor do I want to. There have been plenty of those moments, though, even after starting treatment to get me mentally stable.